Cinco I Don't Like Mayo

Mayonnaise. Yuck. Everytime I go to a cookout or some sort of get-together, I am reminded how "weird" I am that I detest mayonnaise. Eggs, oil, and whatever other oddities they cram in that stuff really doesn't sound all that appealing to me.

So that was a random tangent, I know...but the holiday name Cinco de Mayo just flashes an image of a jar of mayo in my head. Every. Single. Time. Bleh!

Anyway! So this Cinco was a little bit (a lot) more low-key than last year's. Last year, my former roommate and I threw a fab little fiesta at our apartment with friends to celebrate the end of spring semester. It was great! It is absolutely crazy to think how much has changed in a year. We have all really gone in seperate directions and I don't get to see a lot of the people I used to, with the exception of my very close friends. That's life, I guess! In terms of this year's Cinco, I would hardly even call it festive. Oopsie. :)

Except, I did have a chance to once again improve my cooking (not baking) skills and I made a recipe out of my Trim & Terrific cookbook which I hold so dear. I had never made a mexican tamale casserole before, and I gotta say...it was pretty delish. The original recipe called for ground sirloin, but I don't eat red meat a lot, so I subbed in ground turkey - no one knew the diff ;)

Round it out with a salad, and you've got a great, healthy meal! Since when do cheesy, low-fat, high-protein, mexican and healthy go together? Now, duh! So I guess you can say that is me being cool & festive for a holiday that I'm not really even qualified to celebrate. :) Ole!

That following Sunday, me, my mom, & grandmother had a quaint little girls day in Lebanon at the Prime Outlets. Love that place! Although I didn't find exactly what I had my sights set on, I did score some major bargains at Banana Republic. I got a pair of green cargo capris that were originally $49.50 for $10.79!

Imagine these...but green. Comfy spring attire!

AND (not stopping there) - a gorgeous luncheon dress for Miss TN week for $20! Hello, someone tell me that is not amazing!? (Couldn't find a pic of that steal!)

Sad thing is, now another shopping trip has to be made so I can finish up checking off my list of "things to buy" before I head to Jackson! Oh wait, that's not a sad thing. Anywho, time is ticking! :)

Can y'all believe it's the middle of May!? Only gonna get hotter here in Tennessee!

God bless! xoxo- C

She thinks she's "all that"

 Do any...

 ...of these...

 ...pictures...

bring back memories?

If you are a 90's girl, they should! As I was aimlessly flipping through channels one weeknight (to get to SYTTD:Bridesmaids :) ), I couldn't help but notice the names of some of the shows on Disney, Nick, and other kids channels. A.N.T. Farm? Shake It Up? The Legend of Korra? Bubble Guppies? What are these foreign names you speak of?!? And where did the good shows ever go?

When I was in elementary school, I remember watching what I'll refer to as "the good stuff"...i.e.: My Brother & Me, Lizzy McGuire, The Wild Thornberrys, Doug, Pepperann, All That, Rocket Power...almost every show on Disney and Nick were GOLD! (Ok, maybe not Angelina Anaconda or Cow & Chicken...but I guess we can forgive them.)

All around, 90's kids had some pretty sa-weet things that we can brag about: POGS, Surge soda, Wonderballs, scrunchies, jelly sandals, Dunkaroos, Furbies, Nanopets, Beanie Babies, Boy Meets World (that deserves a whole seperate entry)...

Everything today is so technology-centered (as I sit here on my pink laptop typing away...haha! Foot. in. mouth.) But really...children today have a hard time focusing without some form of computer aid or technological interpretation.  I know that for a fact, because my mom has taught 2nd grade for over 25 years. I remember nothing being more exciting than getting to play in the PlayPlace at McDonald's or Arby's or pick out a new GroovyGirl or American Girl doll and being whisked away into make-believe doll land for hours upon hours. Ahhh... :)

Then again, children today will probably be saying the exact same thing about their generation 10 years from now! ;)

To each their own! God bless!

xoxo-C

Raindrops & research

I can now cross running a 5K off my bucket list! Woo-hoo! This morning, I ran in the Queens for a Cause Autism Speaks 5K, and (despite the yucky weather) had a really good experience! Now, that is saying quite a bit, because 1) if you know me, I am not a running expert & 2) a lover of rain is something I am also not.However, seeing the insane amount of runners and walkers there to race and support Autism Speaks was such a neat, inspirational sight. Props to everyone who got the race together! It was very organized, and everyone seemed to enjoy their morning. (P.S.: Also thanks for the bottled water & surplus of bananas post-race!)

My thought process during this 5K was as follows: Ok, GO! Awesome, joggity jog, here we go...joggity jogging my way. Got it. This is great! I'll just keep pace with this girl. Wait, she thinks I'm creepin' on her. Man, it's cold. I bet I won't even sweat! (fast forward 10ish min.) Yeah! I'm doing ok. Good pace, sweating just a little...Oh, look we're going downhill! Wonder how we're going to get back up... (5 min later) OH...that's how we're gonna get back up. Heave! (almost done...maybe) Yep, still going...surely we're about back now. Ok whatevs, keep on keepin' on. I hope my sweat isn't showing through. (almost done) Ok, one more turn. I can do that. Hey! There's my pace partner. Yup, gotta stick together. Too bad she doesn't know I'm following her. (seeing finish line) I'm a beast. And I'm quite schweaty.

Alright, it was just 3.2 miles. But this is Caroline Carter we are talking about. The girl who got made fun of all throughout high school during the fitness tests because she runs like a gazelle with an ingrown toenail. A 5K is a big deal to me, people. Let me have my moment :)
But, really, I had a great time running today and ran into several people I hadn't seen in a while. It was an all-around great morning!

Finishing in 27:59 definitely didn't hurt my feelings either! So, yes, now I am looking to run a couple more races, who knows...I may actually begin to enjoy running soon enough? :)

Definitely gonna need some new running/workout shoes though. These Nikes are about to bite the dust. I'm thinking about going the Asics route soon. Gotta do some research first. I'm definitely not an impulse buyer.

I may pass out soon. 5K + grocery shopping + dance practice + work = exhaustion. Sweet sleep, little ones!

xoxo-C

National what day?

So recently I came across a huge bulletin board calendar that was dedicated solely to "fun" national days & such. Strangely intrigued, I spent a minute gazing at the board, amazed that someone had taken such care to compile such an extensive list. I have to admit. It was really fun to look at. Of the many "holidays" listed, I took note of a few that stood out to me.

For instance, many people likely already know that April is Autism Awareness Month or that the Sunday of April 8th marked Easter...but did you know that April is:

National Decorating Month?

Grilled Cheese Month?

Pet First Aid Awareness Month?

National Card & Letter Writing Month?

By the way, tomorrow is National Stress Awareness Day - so be sure to grab a cushy stress ball & get the word out!

Perhaps my favorite on said calendar was the mention of Hug Your Plumber Day on the 25th. Gee, thanks for enlightening me. I'll be sure to call ol' Petey up...

Who in the world thinks of this kind of stuff? And what do I need to do to get their job?

Think of all the options...National I Love Glitter Day, Worldwide Stay Home and Build Your Pinterest Board Day, National Let's Pretend Sugar is Good for You Day, International Thank a Caroline Day... ;)

However, one thing is for sure. It is April 16th and that means it's 62 days til Miss TN. Crunch time. That is all!
xoxo- C

Hippity Hoppity...

...Easter's on its way! Can you believe its nearly April? I have to be honest. Spring usually isn't my favorite season (fall steals my heart), but this weather has been fab! I have loved being able to go for a jog outside and not freeze or sweat like a oinkster.

Southern Easters are the best. How can you not get excited thinking about seersucker, warm weather, pastel colors, family meals, and Easter morning service? I have so many memories of Mom making sure we always allowed enough time on Easter Sunday morning before church for lots and lots of photos of us in our Easter outfits. (And of course, opening Easter baskets that morning from Peter Cottontail!)

Easter just wasn't complete without a new Strausburg lace dress or hand-smocked bishop dress. Nanny usually hand-made mine, bless her soul. It was always so special. I can't wait to dress my kiddos up in their Easter duds in the future. They have some great looking little jon-jons for little boys now, too (that aren't too girly)! Call me a sucker for seasonal stuff! I can't go to Walmart or Target around any holiday without getting at least a couple little holiday-themed lovies.

Easter wouldn't be complete without getting sucked into the aisles and aisles of pastel-colored candy eggs, chocolate bunnies, or jellybeans. I'm not much of a candy person, but if I were going to choose one type of Easter candy it would be those adorable little Sweetarts chicks, ducks, & bunnies. They are just too much! So cute.

I curse Kendra Foutch (love you) for ever introducing them to me. :)

Now, this is not to say that this special, springy time of year is all about sweet light colors, confectionary eggs, and a big bunny who hides eggs. The real reason Easter is so special is because of our Lord, Jesus Christ & his Resurrection! That church service on Easter morning is always one that I look forward to each year. Plus, our preacher looks so cute in orchid :)

Jesus said to her, "I am the Resurrection and the Life. Whoever believes in me, though he die, yet shall he live, and everyone who lives and believes in me shall never die. Do you believe this?" Romans 10:8-9

xoxo-C

The Luck of the Pageant Girl

Seems like a fitting title for my weekend, right? It has been an exceptional past 3 days, traveling 530.23 miles from McMinnville to Union City to Jackson back to McMinnville. Friday, a trip was made up to Joann's Of Union City for an always-exciting visit with Paige Carlton and Jared Hamlin. They are such incredible people and gracious sponsors of the Miss Tennessee Scholarship Pageant. After finishing up in Union City, we checked into our hotel, went out for a yummy dinner, and visited with my sister queens, Camille Gear (Country Sunshine's Outstanding Teen) and Kristen Perry (Country Sunshine's Teen Princess). More on their pageants later! :)

Alarm was set early Saturday morning to get up and ready for the annual Miss Tennessee Workshop at Carl Perkins Civic Center (pictured below), where the Miss Tennessee Scholarship Pageants will be held this summer. The purpose of the workshop is to allow all of the contestants to meet one another, be informed on all of our upcoming pageant plans for June, receive our contestant numbers and groups, find out roommates, and basically get geared up for our big week of June 17-23! Since I am a first time contestant, I didn't really know what to expect, but I can definitely say that I was so pleased with the way Ms. Jane, Mr. Chris, and Mr. Tim, along with the whole pageant board, conducted the workshop. All questions were answered in a very clear manner, and from 9 AM-3 PM we were absorbing all of the information that I know we had all been wondering about since receiving local crowns.

By the way, I must brag on our own Miss Country Sunshine Organization. We received the Community Support Award, along with the MTSU/MTBR Organization!

Towards the end of the workshop, we had the Contestant Lottery. Each contestant's name is drawn from a bowl, and, one by one, each girl is allowed to choose a number in the line-up. The numbers are distributed until each girl has a spot, ranging from #1-#36. I had my sights set on Group C (numbers 25-36), which competes in Swimsuit Wednedsay night, Evening Gown Thursday night, & Talent Friday night. Well, St. Patty's Day luck must have been in my favor because my name was drawn about midway through and I chose to be #25.

After numbers were assigned, Allison Alderson DeMarcus announced the roommate list. I learned I will be rooming with Miss Bristol Amy Flynn. Ironic, because we were actually sitting two people away from each other in meetings, anyway! It's always exciting to find out who you will be sharing a room with during a high-energy, yet exhausting glamour week! Now to decide who will bring what... :)

Once the contestant workshop was over, first-time state contestants and parents were encouraged to attend a Judges Seminar Workshop. Mr. Chris Chambers did a fantastic job presenting all of the ins and outs of how a MAO pageant is to be judged. It really puts things in perspective!

Mom and I had about an hour and a half to recharge our batteries a little before the Tennessee Outstanding Teen & Tennessee Teen Princess pageants that night at 6 PM. As I said earlier, my two "sisters" Camille (OT) and Kristen (TP) competed in each pageant, respectively, and truly represented the Country Sunshine Organization with talent and grace. They both rocked it on stage, and Camille even brought home 3rd Runner-up! So proud of she and Kristen! Also, I must give a congratulations to the new TN Outstanding Teen Haley Butler and TN Teen Princess Hope Parker! All of these girls are an asset to the Miss Tennessee Organization.

The Teen & Princess pageants also gave us, as Miss TN contestants, an opportunity introduce ourselves on-stage and also give the audience a "preview" of who is competing in June.

The pageant concluded, and back to the hotel I went. The bed was surely calling my name!

Sunday (today), we made the haul back to McMinnville and are now back home safe and sound. (Props to daddy for being such a good sport this weekend, driving us women around!)

The next 3 months will surely fly by and I am so excited to do my best at the Miss Tennessee Pageant. I hope to bring McMinnville a sense of pride and accomplishment home. I am so thankful for all the supporters, family, and friends I have in my life. I would not be where I am today without them, and, of course, God. I will be relying on my favorite scripture for the months to come.... "And we know that God causes all things to work together for good to those who love God, to those who are called according to His purpose." Romans 8:28

xoxo-C

Return of Weekly Gratitude & the Best Holiday Ever

I need to apologize. Forgive me for having taken a prolonged hiatus from my "Weekly Gratitude" feature. That was (and still is) one thing that produces that "warm, fuzzy" feeling inside after I complete a post. So without further adieu...

This week I am thankful for:

1. Seeing Amy after she got home from her doctor in Nashville last night. Praise God for a good report and keep praying for her healing!

2. Plans to see my girls on Friday night. Miss their sweet cheeks so much.

3. Completing my Miss Tennessee paperwork! Getting it in the mail tomorrow! Can I get a whoop whoop?

4. Finishing the last few seconds of my Miss Tennessee dance routine. Thank the Lord for Krista Kent! Now...to polish it!

5. My precious momma for going shopping with me yesterday.

6. Jason's Deli. 'Nough said.

7. Ty for sending me an emoticon bird flapping its wings in a text message this morning.

Now! Much better. I'd like to keep this a weekly routine....but don't hold it against me if I skip a few! Girl's got a lot on her mind, ya'll!

And this post wouldn't be complete without acknowledging that today is... are you ready for this?!??! Today is...NATIONAL CEREAL DAY. That pretty much translates to National Caroline's Favorite Food on Earth Day. (Cheerios, yes please.) I would say I was going to celebrate, but, um...it's kinda not celebrating if you celebrate everyday regardless. :) Guilty!

xoxo- C

NEWS...and pancakes

This has proven to be a great Leap Day! (which occurs every 4 years, thankyouverymuch! Dinner discussion. Subject closed. P.S.: Yours truly was right :) )

So. Some exciting news. I got a call this morning at precisely 10:10 AM with the news that I have been chosen (out of 120 applicants) for an interview for Chattanooga State's Dental Hygiene program! To say I am proud is a definite understatement!

However, I don't want to get too ahead of myself. There will be one more cut after interviews to choose the final class and narrow it down to 20. My interview is March 12, and I would appreciate any prayers!

But...but... on that note, I did find a print I wouldn't mind putting in my office once I get a job in the profession :)

I've always been a fan of the "Keep Calm &..." prints. (I liked 'em BEFORE they were cool, people!) This one is too great for a dental hygienist or a dentist.

I need to take a moment to thank God. He has been way too good to me. I have been blessed so abundantly with things and moments and people that sometimes I wonder why I deserve. I just want to thank Him for everything, big and small, he does to teach me and make me a better person. I fail Him everyday, but I have faith I can grow and learn.

Did any of you have a chance to stop by IHOP yesterday for National Pancake Day and get free pancakes?! I hope you did! All donations accepted yesterday went to benefit the Children's Miracle Network. Free pancakes + donated funds = Happy people eating syrupy goodness while supporting an awesome charity. Hello! Sugar...helping kids...that's A-ok in my book!

This week is NEDAwareness Week and I am loving it! Visiting schools to educate on the reality of eating disorders and their prevalence is something I can say that I am really proud of. I'll have to save that for another post!

xoxo - C

post love day post

The day after Valentine's day. Bah. Being the seasonal and holiday-loving creature that I am, I can't help but feel a little blank now that Sweethearts Day is over. Buuuut - next up, Momma's birthday...then St. Patty's...then Daddy's bday...then Easter! It's only a few weeks shy of spring, ya'll!

I thought I would pop in for a quick post on Valentine's Day before I submerge myself into the depths of my Microbiology book. (cue confetti throwing)

Ty & I spent our 1st Engagement Anniversary (Feb. 11) in Nashville at a really cool restaurant called Bound'ry. It was definitely something different and unusual. Our date was complete with nice linens, a leather-bound menu book, and great atmosphere. We even splurged and ordered dessert. (something we never do, oddly...being the sugar loving one in the relationship!)

We ordered the King's Desire. Good, but different. Different, but good.

Come actual Valentine's Day Day and we had a nice little evening out at our local Mexican restaurant in town and afterwards paid a visit to our nieces at their house and enjoyed a Scooby Doo movie on the loveseat :) Perfect if you ask me. I also ended up getting an additional present (a facial & back massage) apart from the other two that Ty had given me 3 nights before! Am I one lucky girl or what? Gotta love it.

I made Ty some "special" cupcakes, and he loved that! I am (slowly but surely) gaining confidence in my domestic abilities. :) I also got him a little bag filled with odds & ends, a back massage (go figure :)), and a new quilt for his bed (note to self: don't do that again)! ;)

So there's my Cupid holiday wrap-up! I hope yours was filled with lots of X's and O's!

God bless!

xoxo-C

Standing here on my soapbox.

Tonight I have a lot of things on my mind. But, what else is new?

I started this blogging experience for a number of reasons. One being so I can continue my love for journaling and writing; one being so I can have a "scrapbook" of what so many people refer to as the best years of your life; one being so I can keep people updated in a more stylistic manner of my year as Miss Country Sunshine, leading up to Miss Tennessee in just 4 short months.

And in 4 short months, a lot can happen. A lot can happen in a day. A lot can happen in a year. In my case, a lot can happen in 5 years. 5 years ago, when I was struggling with my eating disorder. 5 years ago, when I was breaking down. Mentally, physically, and emotionally. That is not to say that I am not still struggling. When someone has an eating disorder, it affects them every single day for the rest of their lives. I have been fortunate enough not to have had a definite relapse. However, like I have just stated, each day is a struggle.

I have wondered whether or not to blog about my illness for quite some time. It is not a matter to take lightly, and I hope that whomever comes across this post will take it to heart and consider the magnitude of the sickness.

Because A) It is a sickness. B) It is not a lifestyle choice. C) It is not something you just "get over." D) It is not to be joked about. - Would you joke about someone with tuberculosis or cancer?

I didn't think so.

It's a fight for someone with an ED every time they see a commercial on TV for the newest, lowest calorie granola bar on the market. Each time they overhear a girl in the next dressing room complaining about how they can't fit into a size 4 dress anymore. Each time they look down at their thighs when driving in their car and unintentionally morph their minds into thinking they've grown 2 cm. Each time they are offered a snack by a friend and naturally calculate the nutritional information off the top of their heads, by habit.

I've had my fair share of these weak moments, but don't underestimate me. I am strong. It takes work, but I am Caroline for a reason. God bless my fiance, Tyler's, soul for putting up with me and my nonsense for so long. It's a wonder how he does it. It's a wonder how my family does it. But together, we're ok. We're normal. Ok, maybe not normal :)

Then....enter the world of pageantry. I love being a pageant girl, wouldn't trade it for all the hairspray or AB stones in Allison Alderson DeMarcus's dressing room! The rewards of being in an MAO family are something that I can take with me for the rest of my life. However, throw the swimsuit competition in there and we have ourselves a "compare-a-palooza" for all contestants (young, old, retired, current, has-been, etc.) Step onto that stage lined with 4,752 lightbulbs and the remarks flood in like a rainstorm. "Must've taken a lot of tricep dips for those arms!" "You see that little jiggle there, on her left butt cheek?" "Lord have mercy look at the cellulite!" "Those chiseled abs!"

Been there, done that. Proud of it. I won prelim swimsuit at my local, and you can bet your Swarovski crystals I am very proud of that. I won that award 10 pounds heavier than I am now. And at the weight I am now, I am being praised, I am being scorned, I am being speculated about, and everything in between. What set off that weight loss was a mix between a bad awful horrendous stomach bug and a minor medical illness. I'm fine, promise! But we all have our problems. Now I am at a crossroads, feeling more vulnerable than ever.

The thing about being labeled as someone who "has had an eating disorder", is that you are under a microscope for the rest of your life. I will always either be perfectly normal, too little, or too big. And that's life. Go figure!

But, I am Caroline. I will always be Caroline. And proud of it. I am Caroline, Miss Country Sunshine with a platform of Eating Disorder Education and Awareness. Caroline, with a passion for exercise, nutrition...and all things baking. Caroline, who is way way way way way too anxious and excited for Miss TN in 4 months.

It's gonna be hard. It's gonna be a wild ride. It's gonna be amazing. Fun, scary, nerve-wracking, and most importantly...unforgettable.

I am stronger than some stupid eating disorder. I make every day a learning experience. I LOVE all my family and friends that raise me up and make life such a rush. And...

I am really excited about getting to share my story with others. I want others to know the ins and outs, ups and downs, and all there is to know in between.

I love each and every one of you. God loves me, God loves everyone. And I'm standing by that for the rest of my journey.

xoxo-C

the month of LOVE

It's February, ya'll. Notice the correct spelling of the month :) Sorry...pet peeve of mine. I can't stand when people leave out the extra R! February...not Febuary.

Anywho, isn't it supposed to be...you know...cold outside? It feels like straight up SPRING! And the little groundhog man ole P-tawney Phil said there's going to be 6 more wks of winter! And by "winter", I assume he means spring. It's all throwing me off. The last 2 days, I have come out of the gym wearing a short sleeve shirt and either shorts or capris. What's up with that?



February also means that it is the month that includes NEDAwareness Week. If ya'll don't know already, I am Miss Country Sunshine 2012 and will be representing my hometown at Miss Tennessee this June. (Sorry for those of you that have had to hear this 73298 times :) ) My chosen platform is Eating Disorder Education and Awareness. I can't wait to get involved with NEDAwareness Week and really get into the schools and classrooms to educate and inform teens, preteens, and children on this disease. Because...it is a disease, not a lifestyle choice. So many people do not realize that.

The NEDA website, http://www.nationaleatingdisorders.org/, is an AWESOME resource for anyone who wants to get involved, so be sure to hop on over there!

I have recently read about a new prayer strategy that I am anxious to try. It is called the "SOAP" method. Soap? Yep, soap! SOAP stands for "Scripture, Observation, Application, & Prayer." This is from the SOAP Study website...

"It's quite simple. When you sit for your daily quiet time read the bible as you
normally would with one simple difference. Underline or make note of any verses
that jump out at you with special significance. This is the basis for diving
deeper and using S.O.A.P."

So here is an example of how a SOAP entry might look...

Thurs., May 8 - John 15:1-8
S This is to my Father’s glory, that you bear much fruit showing yourselves to be my disciples. O Disciple is not a title you just get. A disciple is a person who is known by his or her actions. Actually, it’s not the action he is does, but it’s the results or fruit of his actions that make him a disciple. Not the flurry of activity. This fruit is a byproduct of a connection to God. It’s God’s activity through our work that produces fruit. Our job is to remain connected to his power and ability as we obey him.
A I must stay close and connected to Christ so that as I follow his commands he might make my efforts fruitful.
P Father, help me to be fruitful. Help me to see the fruitfulness of my life.

Simple enough, right? I think it would be a great feeling to have a whole journal filled with this type of prayer. I'm big on categorizing and writing anyway, so this combines them both! It will be great to know I can flip through verses and get a corresponding personal prayer.

Pray for me, guys!

xoxo-C

Tell me everything is wonderful now

I heard a song today that I hadn't heard in years. Which is funny, because usually songs that I love stick with me. But this was a nice refreshing beat to my day today. "Wonderful" by Everclear. It came out in 2000 - 12 years ago...what?! - crazy! Anyway, as I was driving through my quaint little downtown part of McMinnville, I just couldn't help but stop and really listen to those words in the song.

Starts out...

I close my eyes when I get too sad

I think thoughts that I know are bad

Close my eyes and I count to ten

Hope it's over when I open them

Even though I was only 8 when this hit came out, I remember listening to the song and not fully understanding what the aforementioned meant. "I think thoughts that I know are bad" - I couldn't wrap my mind around what they were trying to say. I couldn't wrap my mind around anything past a problem beyond a B- on a social studies test or why I couldn't nail a backhandspring in gymnastics. I couldn't wrap my mind around the fact that other kids, other people, other adults, had problems that caused "thoughts that I know are bad."

I go to school and I run and play

I tell the kids that it's all okay

I like to laugh so my friends won't know

When the bell rings I just don't want to go home

Still...even now, at nearly 20 years old, I have trouble imagining this situation for children. That at 6,9,12 year old kids have to put on a front so young to seem "okay."

Near the end of the song, it closes...

Promises mean everything when you're little

And the world is so big

I just don't understand how

You can smile with all those tears in your eyes

When you tell me everything is wonderful now

And when you stop and think about it...promises really do mean everything. Everything when you're little, and everything when you're big. I guess the moral of this whole schpeel is this:

If you ever see a child without a smile, go out of your way to make that child smile.

Make a funny face, smile at them, tell them a joke, tickle them. You don't know what that child goes home to, or doesn't go home to, at night. That may be the only time he or she feels special that whole day, or whole week.

And yes, I know, they can be whiny and snotty and gross and bratty, but they're kids! :) Look past it, however hard it may be! (God bless my sweet mama, an elementary school teacher for 20-some years. P.S. - Make sure teachers know they are appreciated, too! They take those kids' stories and lives home with them.)

Tomorrow I am making a visit to Smithville Elementary School to read & speak to two 2nd grade classes, and I can't wait. I want those kids to know they are loved. If not by their parents, by God.

Be the light that you want to see shine.

xoxo- C

It's 2012?

So....I haven't blogged since November. And I'm really behind. And I feel like I don't even know where to start as far as covering a nearly 3-month span goes. And I only have 1 week left of Christmas break, which means life will be picking up even more speed (which is, honestly, a little overwhelming to think about). By the way, MISS TENNESSEE IS IN 5(-ish) MONTHS!!!!!

...K, freakout=over.

Anyway, it's January. It's 2012. A new year. People have asked me lately what my resolution is for this year. You wanna know what it is?

Here it is....

You ready?

.......NOTHING.......

Ok now, before you start jumping to any conclusions, this does not mean I plan to sit and twiddle my thumbs all year long. What I mean by no New Year's resolution is this: I think, as a person (and as a Christian, sister, daughter, fiance, friend, titleholder, and all other job titles that fit in), I need to have goals set for myself each day. Not just one day of the year. It's like setting yourself up for failure.

Ya'll probably know I'm big on to-do lists. (by the way that's not my to-do list) I make at least one list per day, if not more. Something about writing something down on a piece of paper makes it that much more real and concrete. Which, in turn, makes me more likely to follow through with it. So, my theory is: make a "to-do list" everyday. My to-do lists usually don't consist of JUST tasks and chores. I speak my own language. Sometimes I find myself writing down "consider your options on purchasing ____'s birthday gift" or "decide what your workout plan is for tomorrow." That way, I'm already planning for my goals in the next day or so. Sounds complicated, maybe it is...maybe it's not. But, it works for me.

Now this is what works for ME ya'll. That's why I don't do New Year's resolutions. Why commit goals and ideas to just ONE day? Why not do it every day?

I'll leave ya'll with some pictures of this past holiday season. It didn't just fly by, it ZOOMED by on some kind of futuristic unfathomable jet. Where did my beloved Christmas go?!?!